You know what's sad?
Being one the reasons that someone wants to take her own life,
That's what!
Always trying
But never beings accepted as enough.
The feeling of failure and disappointment..
You get knowing the feeling is mutual from people close to you
Being an outcast
Among the people you once felt so close to.
Feeling like a pathetic daughter.
A sister.
A friend.
The thought of how the world would be without
You!
Me!
Smiling and laughing
Whereas deep inside I'm dying and crying.
Because I disappointed everyone I love(d)
And chose
To love the darker side.
© Malwazi Moholi
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Grade 10
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